Part 49b: Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark
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Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dworkin (GM)
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They climb to the highest point on the pass, and peer down into the world beyond, flooded now with morning light.  Low cloud and mist shroud much of the view, and even with the sun now risen, the chill still hangs in the air, lancing the lungs with ice with the drawing of every breath.

Samhain lies before them.  Grim, bleak, and somehow beautiful in it's austere splendour.

Dorian points to the left, and there is a notch in the stone there, clearly visible once you know where to look.  A gate of sorts, and from it a road winds down, across the steep face of the mountains, until it vanishes, thread thin, into the cloud layers.

The pillars of the gate are inscribed with stylised skull motifs, somehow giving the impression that they were never intended to be human.  Something in the shape of the eye sockets says that these skulls have more in common with beast than with man.

Ans so they set out, down the road, towards the cloud layer, which seems unusually dense where the road passes, thinning out further from the mountains.  The currents here play in a great circle, rotating the cloud in a great cyclonic swirl, pulling the mass closer, holding it together, though further out the cover breaks up, revealing the desolate plains which make up much of Samhain.

Lower still, and ripples seem to bass through the clouds, as if they were composed of liquid rather than vapour.

Hours pass on the descent, and a deep sonorous noise becomes apparent, like a pipe organ of gargantuan size, playing scales somewhere beneath the clouds, and  almost drowned out by that strange, discordant music, the clash of steel upon steel, like a million swords in combat.

Finally they pass through the clouds, and the air clears to reveal a great pit in the plain below, with a single tower at its centre.  The tower acts as an axis, and around it countless wheels spin.  Wheels marked with patterns and glyphs, rotating in concentric layers around the tower.  Sometimes the wheels match, the patterns merging into complex shapes which flare with blue light, projecting the transient forms onto the underside of the clouds, and then they spin apart, broken by yhe variant cycles of the great wheels.

And far down there, a single bridge springs acroll the field of wheels, from the perimiter of the pit, to the tower at the heart.

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Berd
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Berd is silent through much of the journey, staring out at the landscape, taking it in.  In a way, it affords him a glimpse into the spirit behind Dorian's face.  Even the 'music' in the air, hauntingly minor in key, full of depth and power, contains something of the man.

Or, in truth, the man contains something of the land.  And this is part of him, as well.

Finally they stand near to the bridge, and Berd stares down at the mammoth hole into the world, a coring of the surface stretching deep, through mantle and crust, into whatever passes for the middle in this land, so near to Chaos.

I believe I begin to understand Dorian a little better, now, he muses.  Perhaps it is a necessary thing for all of us, to see from whence the others come.  He glances toward James, then Meredith.  When this is over, Meredith, I may need your help to remember.  Yours and Dorian's both.  Somewhere within me lies knowledge of the Broken God, and I will tolerate the mystery no longer.  The universe demands this knowledge be known.

And perhaps the two of you will know me even better, then.  And with your help, I will know myself.


The dragon turns back toward the vast opening, the clockwork, stately beauty of the wheels, the awesome form of the central axis, the pillar.  And perhaps we will know even more of you, Dorian, and you, James, and you, Meredith, before we finish here.  Dorian - is this where the Queen lies?  Or is it further on?  What is the purpose of the structure?

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dorian
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Dorian walks in silence. His cloak is pulled in close around him, and his hood is drawn forward. It is both to ward the cold and to avoid recognition. Around him, the landscape is like a magnificent three-dimensional mirror. This, he thinks, is this how I feel or how Dorian feels? Perhaps such philosophy is best left for another time.

As he breaks through the cloud layer, he surveys her with a clinical eye. It is not like he remembers, though he can still recognize many parts of her, near the tower. So much time has passed, and she has been busy.

"This is her," he says quietly. "This is what I once called my wife, though we pretended the alliance was political. It was, of course, but then at times it was something more. And this-- the lengths one goes to in the name of immortality and power. If it says anything about Dorian and I, Berd, only she dared commit to such an atrocity-- Dorian declined the temptation. The irony, of course, being that Dorian later found himself to be immortal. But my memory is vague. I suspect she knew that and she was merely trying to keep up with Dorian. When he began to reach beyond the world, to realize he was more than this place, she suspected of him a great secret-- a betrayl in Samhainian terms-- and that was the final wedge between them. After that, a war ensued and it wracked this world. Dorian lost. Though, in his defense, his heart really wasn't in it anymore."

So much time had passed. Now was the time to put those memories, those borrowed memories, away. Deep in his heart, the old Dorian yearned to do what he had done to the Archon breeding world. Destroy it all, wipe it clean, leave no trace to haunt his dreams. He wouldn't, of course, he was not Dorian. He didn't know what he was, but he was not Dorian. That fact, sadly, needed to be concealed for the time being.

"To maintain the facade that I am Dorian, I may be required to act in ways unnatural to me. Please, don't be alarmed. She has grown since I was here last. I only recognize some parts of her towards the center, there. If she has grown, so has her power. Who knows what else has changed."

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dworkin (GM)
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Onto the bridge, and below, the wheels spin, hundreds of concentric circles constantly lining up patterns of glyphs and symbols, like some vast cypher machine, with a thousand different alphabets, searching for matching patterns, words, phrases.

The sound is tremendous.  The clattering and scraping of metal on metal.  And the voices.  There are people down there, walking on the wheels, cleaning them, balancing them, marking new signs upon them.  They yell instructions to each other, as they spin past at dozens, or hundreds, of miles per hour.  Each of them wears a harness, with a set of hooked rods attached, which lock into eyelets on the wheels, allowing them to hold on like strange looking insects.

These people are as much a part of the machinery as the gears which turn the wheels.

Four wheels suddenly align, and the sigils pulse with light, illuminating the swirling clouds above, and then, after a brief pause, the spin away again.  The tower twists, growing, extending a stone spine outwards and upwards to match thousands more which extend into the mass of cloud.

There are guards, of a sort, on the bridge.  Armoured men, their limbs seeming unnaturally long, equiped as they are, with the hooked rods which allow them to navigate the wheels.

At the far end, a gate and, within, a spiralling causeway into a slim tower within the tower, suspended above a deep pit by hundreds of chains.  Within that inner tower is a chamber, where a rake-thin woman sits huddled upon a throne, bound by cables and cords which pierce her flesh, making it impossible to tell where she ends and her environment begins.

"Hello Dorian." she says, her voice a dry rasping rattle, echoed and repeated from the walls around her, reverberating through the cords and cables.

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dorian
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"Drusilla," Dorian nods, though his voice is flat and cold. "These are my servants and generals with me." Turning slightly towards James, Meredith and Berd, he says, "Drusilla, my wife." There is no hint of irony in his voice.

Seeing her, the her he remembered the most, the flesh, brought back even more memories and emotion. He had to supress them. He couldn't let he sense his feelings. He could only hope Berd was working on something in the background, though he had a few plans of his own.

Turning back to her with the barest hint of a smirk on his face, he continues, "And how are you, Darling? You've... grown. I have to admit I'm impressed, though only mildly surprised. You were always finding new ways to impress me. How have things been on Samhain in my absense? I have grown, I suppose, emotional in my age. I miss this world; I am curious how things are now. Do you rule openly or from behind a curtain, now?"

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by James
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James is hard pressed to maintain his composure in the face of the abomination that Dorian names Drusilla.  This element of flesh, seemingly the sole organic component in the vast array of machinery seems wholly unnatural to him.  Still, Berd and Dorian had been uncompromising in their assessment of her power here in Samhain, it would not do to underestimate her.

It occurs to James that if this then was the sacrifice made to gain power over a world and a form of immortality it would not be wise to reveal his origins and the power of the Pattern that was his birthright.  An attendant soldier he would be and nothing more.

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Meredith
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Meredith has trouble keeping pace as they descend the mountainside. While the sweeping vistas are a beautiful sight, she is too intent on staying with the others to take pause and notice. When they stop to take in the view, mull over duplicated memories, or talk Meredith stays silent and uses the time to catch her breath.

Before leaving Meredith retrieved Dorian's outer cloak and is grateful for it's added protection against the chill morning. It also masks the blood that has soaked through the sleeve and glove of her right arm, the by-product of absorbing what remained of Luke's physical wounds. Minor scrapes, cuts, claw marks, and purpling bruises visibly mar her face and neck. Similar, unseen marks are covered by the clothing on her arms, legs, and torso. The bite marks on her upper arm and split lip are as bad as it gets. They are inconsequential and Meredith wishes that she could have helped more. She knows that a few of the stiches in her right arm have popped, but thank goodness that wound did not re-open. The same could be said of her back. The injuries there hurt more as well, but their condition has not worsened. It is the feeling that her entire body had been sandwiched between too slabs of rock and squeezed that really slows her down. The glove is back on her left hand, it's incessant chant of sin and wrong doing somewhat cancelled out by her right glove, which as tasted blood given to aid another. A good deed to battle with the bad one. Still it is another thing weighing on Meredith's mind and she is tired.

When Berd speaks of needed her assistance, along with Dorian's, to remember the Broken God her answer is mechanical. I will assist in any way I can when you are ready Berd. Other than that she stays silent along the trip to Dorian's wife, stumbling every now and then until they hit the flat ground before the chasm that contains Drusila.

It is easy for Meredith to slide into the 'role' of Dorian's servant. She was already at the back of the group. When they are presented before Drusila she takes her place three paces behind Dorian's left side. She remains completely still with her head bowed. When Dorian makes his introduction she curtys deeply to Drusila. Meredith does not look up at Drusila or speak after Dorian's brief introduction. Such actions would be intolerable to any decently trained servant and if anything Meredith has been well trained.

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Berd
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Berd's eyes are lambent as he stares at the horrifying perversion of nature before him.  No offense is taken, Dorian.  Some obfuscation is certainly necessary, here.  But this...such a powerful desire to gain parity...and a terrible, awesome fear of losing it, forever, in death.

I grieve for her.


But whatever pity he feels, he keeps that and his words carefully cloaked, as strongly as he can manage.  Should she suspect, he knows, it would not go well with them.

His eyes turn toward Meredith for a moment.  Another one to pity.  A martyr, though she would never claim to be so.  Duty, Meredith names her pain, and suffers further.  He wishes there was something he might do, knows there is not.  Not unless Berd again steps across that line.

Now Dorian...the man is conflicted.  On the one hand, he summons a semblance of the other Dorian most effectively.  On the other, he pays a price - a price to see this monstrosity, a price to act as something that is not himself, never been himself.  Berd wonders if the other Dorian knows what he created, here, if he is even aware.

James' words almost bring a small, chiming laugh.  Almost - in the face of this horror before them, laughter is deadened, stillborn.  As always, James is the rock.  Shocked, perhaps horrified, he continues with calm equinamity.  Somehow.  Questions of ettiquette should be directed to Dorian, though I suspect the phrase 'speak when spoken to' holds a certain amount of validity, here.  I will maintain the bridging, and assist in shielding your thoughts.

Enough stalling, old fool.  Finally Berd turns his attention from the wheels, from the people, back to Drusilla.

He stares at her long and hard, his reptilian face void of emotion.

Is there any saving this one?  Is it possible?  For the sake of the murder of Jadus, I must try.  And because...it is what she would wish for me to do.

It is what she
would do.


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Drusilla
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There is a sound, the whisper of laughter, echoing through the chamber, and then that voice again, coming from everywhere, "With you gone, Dorian, there was no point to ruling secretly.  I only considered that option to protect you.  You did, after all make many enemies, and if it became known that your own creation had usurped your rule... well, I suspect that they would have been encouraged to move against you by such a display of weakness."

"Our own relationship may have been purely motivated by politics in the beginning, but towards the end, I had come to think of you in terms of... well, you were like a treasured pet to me."


Again the ghostly laughter, "I chose to support the illusion of your personal power.  But with you gone... that illusion became pointless."

A series of coloured lights flicker briefly behind her, "Samhain was quiet, and peaceful, until your return heralded the unleashing of strange forces.  I would thank you not to do anything so disruptive again.  I lost several hours of work because of the distraction."

"Your new allies seem interesting."
  "The small one is... oddly attractive."

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Berd
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Berd sits up a little more straight, and his concentration on the bridging sharpens.  So much for dissembling.  She observes me with a spiritual eye.  There is only so much a Cloak may cover - I am certain she knows what I am not...that being a small, harmless drake.

She holds a tight rein - as in control, not rulership - upon the world, but she seems less interested in holding it than studying it.  Fascinating.


He does not address her other thoughts and concerns - they are personal, and for Dorian to consider.

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dorian
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Through the link, he thinks, I can only wonder how long until she realizes my nature, then. Berd, this is Dorian's creation. I knew when I commited the act she could not be separated from the device, yet... can you see a way to do so? Is there an alternative, here?

"My companions are of no concern, they act as I direct them in all things. You're description of the past is generous, Drusilla. You were always kind beyond measure. And how does your search progress? Have you found more of these Vhuul, here?"

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Berd
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You have been anchored, Dorian.  You no longer 'feel' as a self-aware construct of Dorian's power.  You are an empowered creature, free in your own right.  She may not see any difference.

Berd pours over his findings, briefly.

She uses...interesting.  She uses Sorcery to produce effects mimicking those of palanquet.  Small, short-lived magical effects that operate in a similar fashion.  I cannot determine the power source, but I have my suspicions.  palanquet is caused through a reverberation effect within the Underflow - an excitation of its 'fluid' to attune it against a stored psychic image.

If she produces similar effects, it may be she has discovered the Underflow, to some extent or another.

*amusement*  And the Lords of Order and Chaos think that they, themselves, are the ultimate masters of power in this universe.  Content to sit upon their ivory thrones, they miss the greater mysteries while the 'ants', far beneath them, scrabble in the dirt...and discover gold.

One should always be wary of their boot, though.

I cannot see a means to separate her at this time.  I will continue to study and prepare a defense.


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Drusilla
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"The search... continues.  One of those creatures was here, for a long time, and until your companions released it I was entirely unaware of its presence.  I, who can see for thousands of miles in every direction, and hear the grass grow at the far end of the world, I who am aware of everything that lives in this world, from the lowliest mayfly to the eldest of drakes, never suspected that entity was here."  A wry laugh, "I knew nothing of it, and is not the basis of my rule that there are no secrets from me?"

"That is why the people of Samhain fear me.  There is nothing that is hidden from me.  Take a secret, whisper it into a sack, tie the sack to a large stone, and drop the stone and sack down the deepest well you can find... and I will still know that secret."

"To be surprised by this creature's appearance was... disconcerting.  And oddly pleasing."


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dorian
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All the more sad, then. If not for her interest in awaking the Vhuul, we could have left her alone. She told me she was aware of the Underflow, 'the energy' she called it and that she planned to study it closer later. It is of no doubt in my mind that she will be able to expand her search beyond this world soon.

We must hurry, it is only a matter of time before she wants to know why I'm here. If I can keep her thinking I am no threat, we have some time.


"And you are not concerned? You witnessed the power brought to bear in destroying that one entity. They are from a place uinverses away from ours and care nothing for a puddle like Samhain. They will as soon destroy you with a thought as give you the time of the day. How is it you are so sure you'll gain anything by awakening them? You gained nothing from this one."

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Drusilla
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"I gained nothing from this one? Drusilla laughs, that same dry, rustling laugh, "I gained the knowledge that these creatures exist.  That they have enemies.  And that they can be slain."

A pause then, and a Drusilla's face turns upwards, her expression becoming, momentarily, filled with fury, before smoothing out again as her eyes return to Dorian, "I am no fool Dorian.  My first priority is to find these things without awakening them.  Should I find one, I would then attempt to develop a method of studying it, again without awakening it.  Failing that, I would attemp to find a method of learning from it without releasing it."

"Should that prove impossible, then I would be forced to content myself with knowing the location of a place where it is dangerous to tread.  I have no intention of releasing these things upon the world.  It is a pity that others are not so careful as I, is it not?"


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by James
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James is content to stand and watch the exchange between Dorian and the Queen, although he has to bite back a wry grin at Drusilla's sharp comment on the group's lack of caution.

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Drusilla
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"One thing that was of particular interest though... that ability which was domonstrated, to block my view of the mountain.  Was that a natural capability of one of the creatures, or did it have access to it through some outside source.  The latter case might prove useful, if I were able to obtain the use of that ability."

More of the rustling laughter then, "It would come as a surprise to those who would oppose my rule over Samhain, and there are a few, still, Dorian, just as in your day, plotting and scheming, all unaware that I know of them."

"Some of them are even known to you.  One has to almost admire their determination...  To keep going for so long, maintaining their dreams of revolution.  And some of their plans are most entertaining.  But... it would be good to know that I could cut them off from their sources of power, in an instant, should I so desire."


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Berd
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Berd listens silently.  This woman is far more than they expected.  It is good that they chose this manner of approach.

She does speak of things of which she knows not.  Through no fault of her own.  She castigates them on their lack of caution, when she has no idea of what occurs outside her world, that the universe itself teeters on the brink of dissolution.  They have reached the point where risks are necessary.  Demanded.

The questors can no longer simply plod along from circumstance to circumstance, hoping that through slow, careful work they might somehow catch up to the Archons' vastly advanced plans, or stumble across the magic bullet that will somehow save them from destruction.

They have come down to a game of poker, where the stakes are high and the cards cannot be counted.  Bluffing, knowledge of the odds, correct choices - all of these can take one only so far.  Sooner or later, in each hand, one must call...or fold.

Fold too many times waiting for the straight flush, and one finds oneself without a stake.

At least they know enough NOT to disturb the Vhuul's 'family'.  Thus, they have gained.  Information as well has come to them.  They were close...too close.  But.  They.  Have.  Gained.

Hopefully now this woman is not lying regarding her plans.

And now...another risk.

I believe it would be best if we change our plans.  I see no reason to nullify one who has sufficient control over her base urges that she does not torment this land despite her power.

Is she different from what you expected?  Having listened, I expected much worse.  And now, I look upon her and think that with access to the Underflow she would make a powerful ally.  A powerful means of gathering information.

Yes, like the Vhuul, we might release a monster upon the Myriad Worlds.  But do we take the risk?  Should we?

I believe so.

With access to the power she now possesses, she has become more introspective.  Access to the Underflow might change her for the worse, or it might contiue the trend.  She might yet become something even greater than she is, in a positive fashion.


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dorian
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"If you know of their plans, why let them live? Your rule is absolute and you know all. What reason is there to let them continue? Making an example of them would be just as effective now as later."

Your thoughts mirror my own, Berd. Yet, I know who she is and she admits she yet rules Samhain and defends her rule. That alone is not a crime- someone must rule- but it could be a ploy to gain our trust and learn from us. I will not be tricked so easily.

I know change is possible, because I know the man I was split from. He changed, but then he snapped back in the face of great sorrow. I won't deny her the ability to change, but on Samhain I won't take anything at face value.


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Drusilla
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"They are a safety valve, of sorts." she answers, her voice like the rustling of taffeta, "While they live, they believe they are fooling me, and moderate their own schemes to avoid alerting me."

"They also moderate the schemes of others for me, for the same reason, not realising that they are, themselves, very effeciently doing the work of the secret bureaux that they think I have at my disposal."

"Thus I don't need such extensive bureaux, and can devote time and resources to other projects."


A whisper of laughter, "It is an elegant process."

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dorian
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"Elegant, indeed," Dorian smirks as he steps forward, slipping into the persona of Dorian much easier now. It was comfortable, familiar and frightening. "And yet, is it still limited to only Samhain? I'm afraid I couldn't live with such limitation. Do you know there are countless other worlds like Samhain out there? Each one an almost exact copy of the next, save for some slight variation. Farther out, there are worlds nothing like Samhain at all. I've been to worlds full of trees taller than mountains. I've seen worlds where machines fly through the air and think faster than humans. It's infinite, really. And yet, there are places beyond the worlds. There are places where the universe boils and changes every second, so that you and I couldn't survive there. One could study it all for millenia without getting bored. Samhain, I'm afraid, is a rather small chunk of real estate. I came here seeking something else, a mere diversion."

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Drusilla
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"This is not news to me.  Some of my agents have travelled out into these other worlds.  I study them, and perhaps, one day, I will be able to use the knowledge I have gained.  But progress is slow, and care is needed, since there are forces which might object to my interest."

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Meredith
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Master Dorian, for that truly who he is now, steps forward and Meredith stays still. Normally she would move forward, shadowing her Master to be accessible if needed, but he was approaching the Queen, and there was a different set of rules for these types of interactions.

Meredith follows the conversation, but isn't intent upon it. She can stand like this, back ramrod straight, gloved hands at her sides, head bowed for hours. Her mind begins to wander a little as action becomes delayed, motives questioned and altered. She didn't understand enough about this Underflow to offer a respectable opinion, so she remains silent in the bridge... and her mind wanders.

First to the wider hole in her shoe. Some sharp rock on the descent from the mountain had torn it open and she could feel the cool stone floor. It wasn't shocking cold, but cool enough to soothe the scraped sole of her foot. The rustling laughter of the Queen and the way it made her skin crawl, the whisper of her glove, a constant reminder that she had Tainted herself. It's call was less intent now that she was getting used to it, but it was still there, a running acompaniment to all others thoughts. And of course there was their situation, with Master Dorian still advising caution about the Queen, he still does not trust her... and a thought occurs to Meredith. Still unmoving from the outside, she opens her mind, allowing her sensitivity to the life forces of others to unfurl and scan around them.

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Berd
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Berd sits silent, waiting for these two players to complete the laborious process of revealing their hands...as much as is necessary, of course, for cooperation.  Or confrontation.

It is best to do as you are, Dorian.  As you say, you will not be tricked so easily.  I am curious as to your conclusions, when we have enough information to make them.

She is aware of other worlds - not surprisingly, considering she now utilizes Sorcery to mimic palanquet - and aware that there are beings 'out there' who might very well put an end to her.  A good start.  She is wary.  Even better, for it indicates someone with a sense of self-preservation that exceeds their desires.  Such a person might be willing to assist, whatever their eventual plans.


Again, Berd reaches out in search of Luke.  Again, he is foiled.  Is something wrong?  Is Luke deliberately shielding against him?

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dworkin (GM)
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"You needn't worry though, Dorian.  It is not my intent to spread my hold to these other worlds.  No... I am aware of my own limits.  If, and only if, I was able to increase the strength available for my use, then I might consider opening relations with some of these places, but there would be a great deal of hazzard involved in doing so, and I would be most careful about how I approached such a venture."

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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Dorian
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No, as long as there is doubt, I cannot act against her. It would be a crime.

When I think of what must be done, I hear Cyan's voice in my head. She's telling me I can't take the risk.

Perhaps a test is in order, though I doubt we'll ever be able to know for certain. As you say, it may be a risk we have to accept.

Meredith- it's an even larger risk, but do you think you could learn the truth from the lies if you touched her? I don't know how your gift works, so I don't know how that would affect you. I'd like to know more, if we can learn it without risk.


"I must say, Dru. You've softened in your old age, I think. I expected you to find me something of a threat returning here, though obviously not a serious one. I have to confess, that I'm not the Dorian you knew, either. In fact, I'm not Dorian. He created me for another task, and I happened to arrive here-- seeking to stop him from a foolish plan, actually. He intended to stop here on his way to destroy an archon's breeding world. While that seemed a valid plan at first, we soon realized it would unify them against us and we sought to stop him- we were not successful.To excuse his actions, he acted out of anger over the death of a very close friend and ally.

I tell you this because I am a pretty damned good copy, though my personality truthfully isn't as cold and ruthless as he was in his anger. I came here out of concern. I feared that time had hardened you and that with access to the Energy, what we call the Underflow, you could reach beyond this world. That, in itself, isn't a problem. But your interest in the Vhuul worried me. I came here to see if you needed to be stopped.

The real Dorian destroyed an entire world full of his enemies without ever stepping a foot into that world. I have no doubt I am capable of the same, and I come with allies who I consider Dorian's superior. I have 'tricks' that I didn't have before- among them, I could enhance your body to reach beyond the world and extend your sight to the entire Universe of Universes, worlds without end.

I realize in doing so, it would mean we couldn't stop you anymore- not without grave effort, anyway. However, I would like to think you could prove to be an unprecedented ally in our efforts against the archons.

They seek to destroy all we know, they come from a Universe of Universes beyond ours. They have the pieces of the Broken God that snuff out all powers, and they would use them to end you and this world, in time.

Though I am a clone, I am real. I am Dorian, in my heart, and yet not Dorian. What do you say to reforming an old alliance?"


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Re: Part 49b - Through shadowed eyes, the world is dark. by Drusilla
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Drusilla shifts upon her throne, and sighs.

"Did you really think I didn't know the difference?  There are changes in you so subtle that the original Dorian could not have seen them.  I did though.  After all, what I have become was originally created to observe, to study, to draw conclusions.  Dorian made you an exact copy of himself, but in doing so he introduced imperfections which he was unaware of."

"Yes, you are different, and so am I.  Let me tell you something I have learned since I started looking at other places."
  There is a flicker, and light fills the room, an image of the myriad worlds spreads around them.

"I would be stupid to attempt to conquer this.  For every choice of direction, for every event, for every word, new worlds are created.  In one world this direction was chosen, this choice was made, this was said.  In another, that direction chosen, that choice made, or that word spoken.  In another the traveller was killed at the crossroads, the choice was not made, or silence reigned."

"So... if I reached out and grasped another world, then a new world would be created where mt attempt at conquest is thwarted.  In another place, I would die in the attempt at conquest, or my generals would rebel against me, or I would wake something too dangerous.  For every success, there would be a multitude of failures, and all of them would be just as real as my victory."

"For every world I rule, I spawn even more that I don't rule.  That way lays frustration, because the more I try to control, the more there is beyond my control."


Stars multiply on the image of the myriad worlds, filling in the spaces, faster and faster, until light floods everything, and no darkness remains.

"No.  I have Samhain, which is all I ever wanted.  My enemies work for me, all unknowing, and I can study as I will.  Even the real you never really understood me.  He thought I had a limitless thirst for power.  He just didn't understand that my thirst had a limit, and that limit was the whole world."

"What do you propose?"


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Meredith pulls back into herself, satisied with what she saw. Like a light switch, the sense of life force is switched off in time to acknowledge Dorian's request.

She answers Dorian through the bridge. If she looks me in the eye while speaking I will be able to discern truth from lie... touching her would be more risky for I cannot always control what I see, but we would have access to more information that way. A clear focal point helps. she shrugs mentally, open to either option I will do as you see fit

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At this point, I believe that if she had any true interest in conquering the universe, she would have tried to do so already. She knows enough of the world beyond Samhain that she could have sought some way to break out, if she felt the need.

I don't think it will be necessary, Meredith. Despite my best judgement, I'm coming to trust her. Her reasoning is sound.

Yet, I can't discout the fact that this very trust was the downfall of Dorian in times past.


"No, Drusilla, when it comes to you I don't limit my expectations. I'm not surprised that you knew, but it hadn't been said and it needed to be said.

"As for the myriad worlds, and decisions creating them, that's a long debated matter among even those who have walked the worlds since time began. If you have first-hand knowledge of this creation, then that is truly remarkable. Nevertheless, they exist where they didn't seem to exist before the decision, and you are correct. This is similar to the lessons Dorian learned, eventually- though his lesson was much slower and less profound, I fear.

"So far, your knowledge of any of this hasn't surprised me. This next part, you might surprise me a bit. There are poles, if you will, to the universe. At one pole is what some call the Pattern..."


Dorian goes on to explain in detail what he knows of the Pattern, Logrus, Amber, the Courts, and so forth. The explanation is textbook, if not a little dry and monotone. He tries to not rush through it.

"The pattern that I wield is a bastard of the Primal Pattern, a mix of chaos into what is mostly Pattern. I have long theorized that I can, well... upgrade the foundation of the machine. The nature of sorcery is generally that it is limited to the present world. By nature, Pattern and Broken Pattern can cross boundries. Adding this to the foundation, I believe, would remove the limitation without altering the fundamental workings of the machine itself. I don't need to tell you there is some risk. I'll do this free of obligation, but we would ask you to help us in our quest to overcome the archons."

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Leaning forward now, she studies Dorian, silent for a while, until, "Very well, a trade of information.  Yes, the power you left me with was limited, you are correct in that, but I discovered that I could draw similar power from other places, allowing me to extend its usefulness.  The source is everwhere, and though it bubbles to the surface in many different places, it is the same river underneath."

"It was the very simplest of matters, to learn to ignore the different... flavour, and taste the reality beneath.  That seems to be the problem with Sorcery, most of those who use it do not have my perspective to draw upon, and never realise that the basic power, which underlies their magic, is the same everywhere."


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Dorian smiled. Indeed, she was more advanced than he had guessed in that. She had learned of the Underflow in much the same way he had, though he had Argus and Yggdrasil as inspiration of sort.

Argus….

Yggdrasil…

He bowed his head and closed his eyes, for a moment, thinking. When he opened them again, he looked on her with Dorian's eyes. Drusilla, who he both loved and loathed, sat before him. Cables ran in and out of her. He looked about him at her extended body, so much more than he remembered.

Decisions of crushing weight pressed down on him. Trust her, and they could either gain much or suffer greatly. Not trusting her could cost them a valuable ally or even death if she proved too great an opponent.

Underneath the crushing burden, he yearned for the soft voice, the gentle wisdom of Cyan. What would she say now? She would never easily approve of murder, which was indeed the alternative. Yet, how well did Cyan know the ilk of Samhain, where they had a dozen words for murder but no words for friend. Would Cyan fathom the threat and accept the necessity of ending such a threat? She had faced such decision on the battlefield. She had ended lives, had she not? He didn't know. It was an assumption. What kind of warrior did not such things?

He glanced at Berd, Meredith and then James. What would they think if he declined to trust Drusilla? Would they see him as the monster, Dorian?

He tried to understand his feelings. Did he act out of revenge, for conflicts in the past? At her calling him pet. Did he act out of greed for the power and insight she promised? It was a horrible strain all at once to both be and not be Dorian, to separate truth from lie both in his head and from her.

What was his past? He was a clean slate. He was less than a day old. He had no connection this woman, this abomination against nature. He had a databank of memories to learn about her and this place. He had a pool of emotions that swelled when he looked upon her and everything here. Those, he had to push aside and apply logic to the question.

He had offered and he wouldn't withdraw it. She had given little reason to distrust her motives, and sound reasons to trust her. All the reasons here that she belonged to Samhain and she had a past of deception and cunning. That was all a part of the past.

There was more to explore.

"Yes, of course," he said, his voice cold and smooth. "All of the various powers access it in different ways. As my companions noted, your unique use mimics what some call Palanquet and others call Trump. It is direct, but has certain limits. Sorcery, on the other hand, tends to be more broad in use, but less direct. The Underflow can be channeled and used, but never directly- well, so it seems. It is like the lightning, which some use as a tool to light and heat homes, but it can never be held directly. Given the urgency of our conflict, I've had little time to sit down and study it, but it is a fascinating subject to me.

"Now, what of my offer? I'm afraid the process might be a bit invasive, on a spiritual level, but I know my art well and my offer stands regardless of whether you choose to help us or not."


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Meredith stiffens and almost takes a step away from Dorian, the movement betrayed by the very fabric that masks the exact movement. The cloaks hang so loose on her slight frame that the slight stiffening of her shoulders causes the fabric falling down her back to sway as if caught in a slight breeze. But there is no breeze where they stand.

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Berd listens, fascinated, as Drusilla gives her own ideas about the universe itself.  Different terms...different viewpoints...yet amounting to much of the same.  And, amazingly, Drusilla shows no greedy desire (none visible, in any case) to seize power over the universe.  She comprehends her limits.  Perhaps, Berd considers, this comes with age?  Age and a knowledge of mortality?  Immortals rarely learn, Berd thinks.  They assume they will live forever, and failure only encourages them to try again.  Not so with mortals.  They learn to try something different or, if pressed, recognize the futility and danger of their actions.

Drusilla, he sees, does not wish to lose what she has gained...and realizes that reaching too far carries drastic consequences.

You could do worse than listen to Cyan's voice, he remarks to Dorian's comments.  She was always more...generous in her dealings with others than myself, and it rarely turned poorly for her.

There is a lesson there, I think.  A lesson in trust.


And then, the Underflow.

Dorian has explained the basis behind the universe.  Berd's mouth crooks into his thousand-dagger smile as Drusilla explains, correctly, the basis behind the Underflow, with a few comments from Dorian.  Clever, clever.  Dangerous, too, but sooner or later knowledge of the Underflow will spill out across the Myriad Worlds.  Likely people discovered it before Berd remembered its existance - foolish to think otherwise.  Would it be hubris to simply destroy all traces of that knowledge?  Is Berd more capable of guarding it, uncorrupted, than any other?

He knows the answer to that question.  Nobody is perfect.

Dorian...I may be able to assist you.  Through aspecting the Underflow to Drusilla's life-pattern, pouring it into her, I would be able to 'solidify' her.  Give her more stability in the Myriad Worlds.  You understand?

Meredith.  Is there something amiss?


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"I will have to give it some thought.  My own research has proved useful, allowing me to extend my studies ever further, it is true.  But one thing I have discovered as a consequence of that research, is that such powers are seldom free for the taking.  A more direct use of this Pattern of yours might draw the attention of others.  And one of the first rules of increased strength is that there is always somebody stronger still."

"I have grown cautious.  The longer I live, the more I have to lose."
Drusilla muses.

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James twitches, reacting to Meredith's movement.  She catches herself quickly, so James too restrains himself.  In truth, she covers so well that he would not have seen had he not been keeping an eye on her.

He has been concerned that she was injured in assisting Luke.  Her absorption of information has him worried that she would use a similar technique in healing and for all that she tries to hide it, James thinks he is right to be concerned.

Think about what you are offering, Dorian, Berd.  By the reckoning of Amber she is right, with each choice a new world branches off.  The choices of a Prince of the Blood are thought to be of more consequence.  Partaking of the essence of reality they affect the worlds around them.  If you make her more solid she will cast a greater shadow.  I'm not sure that's what she wants.

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Berd continues to act as though nothing has occured.  Nothing of note, in any case.

Behind his 'primary' mind, the one currently occupied with the bridging, mirror-bright walls begin to silently slip into place.  An armada of spiritual weapons slowly deploys, hidden below layers and layers of subconcious thought.  Psychic sensors engage, return to their study of Drusilla...all from beneath the affable outer shell.

Berd's grin does not waver in the slightest.  Only now he converses on multiple levels simultaneously.

<b>A valid point, James.  The grounding voice of reason for us.  My thanks.  This is something to consider, Dorian.

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Under the cover of her hair, Meredith's eyes widen involuntarily, the reaction causing pain to shoot through the one that had started to blacken. Inwardly she curses her weakness. A few days out of the Parish and already she betrayed herself so obviously that Berd had noticed. Yoli was going to... do nothing. She was not there anymore. She was here and she had him to worry about now.

No Berd, nothing is amiss Meredith replies through the bridging he provided, and in strict terms nothing was amiss, not yet at least. Please accept my apologies, I am unsure of our reasonings behind allying with Drusilla. What is it we hope to gain? she asks. Questioning in and of itself is out of character for the young woman, but she has to know... is She right? And if She is, does this mean that She was also right about him?

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She was wise, not jumping at such an offer. It was unlike anything he had ever known in her in the past. How much of his memory was tainted by prejudice, anger and hate?

"Of course," Dorian nods. "It is merely an offer, but I should clarify. The reason I offer it free of ties is to avoid painful struggles in the past. I was tempted to make it a trade, an upgrade for your assistance. I'd prefer to base our future on trust, unlike... well, you know. Obviously, even defective from the original as I am, I find it a struggle to trust so implicitly. It is an exercise in faith, so to speak. Thus, the offer stands, and I will neither withdraw it nor push it upon you through encouragement."

It was indeed a test of will and faith, but he could see the changes in her.

James, Meredith, Berd, do not worry. If she were the power-mad despot I made her out to be, she wouldn't have let us come her unchallenged. I must apologize, there is a certain subtext to our conversation that might be a bit subtle. I had my doubts, I still do of course, but I feel we can trust her. Meredith her ability to see and study things far off is unparalleled in the universe. She would be a great ally against the Archons if she chose to help us.

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Again the rustling voice, but for several seconds the words are incomprehensible, then, "Forgive me.  Work goes on here, and instruction was required.  I have transferred efforts to another study for the moment, so we should not be disturbed again."

"So, Dorian, you say you offer this... upgrade, free of charge, as it were?  Out of interest, and this is purely hypothetical; had we agreed, in the past, upon a trade in this, the upgrade for something of presumably equal value, what would you have looked for as my part of the arrangement?"


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Berd considers as he studies James, studies Meredith, studies Dorian...studies Drusilla.  Suddenly things are not looking as rosy as they were a short time before.

He goes back to contemplating the figure before him, the woman-in-the-machine, then suddenly hops from Dorian's shoulder to float to the ground a short distance away.

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Meredith looks up sharply at Drusilla, her grey eyes settling on the Queen of Samhain, taking in her wired form for the first time After a few long moments the young woman shudders and then lowers her gaze. A few more long moments and then she takes a deep, calming breath and then opens her mind again.

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Berd, seated on the ground, abruptly sits up straight to stare directly at Drusilla.  His voice is a deep whisper through the bridgingEnough games.  I have forgotten the lessons of my daughter.

His mental voice suddenly echoes a conversation he is having with another, and any response she makes is also echoed over the bridging.  He does not allow her entrance into the link between the questors, does not put them in psychic danger (though it is likely a moot point), but he opens the disucussion for all to hear.

Drusilla, what you say to me now is open for my companions to hear.

No, I would not trust the first Dorian, were he to come among us now.  But I would listen to him - he has, in the past, been a friend if I might be so bold to say.  There would need to be some kind of answer for his actions, but I would listen in the hope of hearing the man who had become my friend, hearing that he had fought his way clear of his own, personal darkness.

And yes, I trust the Dorian with us now.  I trust him to do what is right for himself and for us.  He has proven his own independance, his own strength of will, his own caring.  I would watch him, I admit, for signs that the other Dorian was interfering.  I would attempt to assist him should this take place.

These are mine, these people, and I am theirs.  I give my trust to them with a whole heart, and I should not have kept this discussion from them until now.  My daughter would not have done so.

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"Very well, Berd, since you have revealed the nature of my inquiries to all, thus putting an end to them... "

"You all seem to trust this Dorian at least, and none of you give the impression of being stupid.  That, to my mind, suggests that he may be trustworthy.  In which case we can stop the fencing."

"Good."


She rises then to her full height, standing, while tendrils and cables shift around her, realigning themselves and sliding about each other, moving as if living things themselves.  They twist and twine and braid themselves into a single umbilical, leading from her flesh, deeper into the darkness behind her, and with the removal of the shroud of cables, her form becomes clearer to the eyes.

"Now, if you give me the secret of this Pattern, which I see is incomplete, I will try to assist you in your own quest.  I can give you little more than knowledge, but such knowledge will be as accurate and pertinent as I can find."

"Do we agree on this?"


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A word tumbles through a small, buried fragment of Dorian's mind. The word is secrets. Layers above, the surface of the ocean rolls gently with thoughts of trust and reason. She shows no reason why she cannot be trusted. She answers every question perfectly, giving perfect reasons why she wouldn't be some tyrant out to conquer all- like Dorian once was. She shows restraint.

Miles deep into the ocean, where no light can shine and depths crush all but those evolved to thrive here, other thoughts broil like magma leaking to the surface. A dark bubble spins in an orbit so secret even Dorian doesn’t know it exists in his own psyche. This tiny mind within thinks thoughts the other mind cannot think. Secrets, she says. She sees all. She saw the conversation on the mountainside. She heard the words shared by Dorian and Berd in the space between thoughts. She knew they came here to attack her all along. She called Dorian a pet. That opinion hasn't changed. All things are beneath Drusilla. It remembers. It remembers an obsidian bridge and armies waging a war of magic and minds. It remembers all, collects, organizes, categorizes, decides and plans. It knows it is being watched, so when it reaches a waypoint. It winks out, shifts, adjusts and reforms elsewhere in a see of subconsciousness and unthinkingness.

It is a secret, this tiny mind buried so deep, and all secrets are known. Its defense is not the usual walls of diamond hardness that Dorian normally employs, barriers so thick they can only be penetrated by brute force- brute force must be noticed. This stealth structure, once detected uses traps and subtly. Once detected, it is open and inviting, but its signals are subtle and pervasive. Riding on the thought waves are subliminal pulses of the art of High Compelling, of which Dorian is a master. Those pulses are subtle, turning the viewer away to other parts of darkness and nothing, gently blurring out any memories of that bubble that seemed to be there, changing what might have been glimpsed. All the best of subtly and deception has been bound up into this tiny bubble and given only one mission: stay hidden and survive until the Time of Awakening. It is not architecture of power, but of trickery, stealth, misdirection and subtlety.

"Agreed," Dorian says, and he is sincere. He is glad, save for the small bubble that flits through his subconscious.

"Your inquiries are perfectly understandable, Drusilla. They are wise, too. Honestly, I expected you to request more time, though I imagine it takes little time for you to study all and make your decision. Yes, the pattern I know is sometimes referred to as Broken Pattern. It can be seen as incomplete, or as a combination of both Pattern and Logrus. If you look deep into the cracks, the tendrils have a strange similarity, I'm told, to the threads of the Logrus, of which I know little even now. That infusion gives it some versatility lacking in the Pattern, but also flaws. That is why I will use only the barest touch. Berd also has ways of making anchoring things, such as he did with me. Ordinarily, a conjuration such as me could not traverse worlds."

He turns to Berd and smiles. "Ready?"

Stepping forward, he says to Drusilla. "I am prepared. As I said, this will be a bit invasive. The design has changed, but the core I imagine is the same. Just a touch is all that is needed in addition to Berd's work. Because of the flaws, sorcery will add a sort of check and balance to make sure everything goes as planned."

Dorian closes his eyes, and tendrils of broken pattern extend unseen outward and begin probing Drusilla's body, the machine. They don't probe anywhere they meet serious defenses or resistance. Though intrusive, they are respectful of her secrets. They seek the core, the anchor points where broken pattern could infuse her.

He inhales a breath, preparing to speak the words of spell. It's a spell the original Dorian prepared for this purpose, guiding the broken pattern and adjusting flaws out of the design. A copy of Dorian's spells carried over, along with the items Dorian used to store his spells.

In that breath, however, something happens. The bubble rushes to the surface and bursts from the deep and vast subconscious ocean and pops.

Thoughts, plans and decisions flood Dorian brain and the man shudders as his mind adjusts to what had been slowly pushed down and forgotten. The shell of High Compelling used to alter his own thoughts dissolves.

Across the bridging comes a single, but loud, command.

DESTROY HER

In the same breath drawn to speak the spell, instead he begins to utter lynchpins. A spell meant for the archons is called forth.

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In an instant which lasts an eternity, Dorian starts to phrase the lynchpins of his spell...

But there are other forces present, forces which had been alert and poised to deal with treachery since the four had entered the heart of the machine.  It matters not where that treachery originates.

As Dorian speaks, those forces are unleashed...

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Berd listens quietly, wondering if any others will chime in with their own views on the matter.  It seems that Drusilla considers the matter closed, the information sufficient to allow for trust.

And so it begins.

The woman’s transformation is unearthly, almost terrifying.  No longer a huddled figure within a cocooning machine, she stands tall and proud before them, a figure of dark power and will.  And standing upon the bridge beneath her is Dorian, a relived smile on his face.  They prepare.  Berd’s spirit touches the Underflow.  And then things go horribly, horribly wrong.

Dorian’s spell reaches out to destroy, not to create, and his mind within the bridging alters, ever so slightly...and commands.  A command to which Berd has only a single response.

No.

Concealing shadows strip away from Berd’s inner selves, revealing a vast defensive array - a hydra of many heads, each of them focusing upon a different aspect of the spiritual battle that now begins.  An armada of prepare countermeasures explodes into the aether, striking instantly across the space between minds, riding the bridging into Dorian’s even as the lynchpins fall from his lips.  A blizzard of static explodes into his mind and a psychic lance strikes to his brainstem, hunting, seeking the proper places upon which pressure may be applied.  Shut the muscles.  Lock the jaw.  Stutter the breath into and out of the lungs.  Disrupt the nascent spell before it is ever completed.  A quick and brutal assault builds upon the beachhead, the strike to Dorian’s vocal system, by spreading a sub-lethal paralysis throughout the body.

Simultaneously another hydra-mind opens a conduit into the Underflow, a connection to Drusilla, and unformed power washes through the lens of a third head that has studied the reality of this World.  The purpose is to anchor, to strengthen the Lady in the Machine.  In this case, it may protect if Dorian’s assault manages to even partially succeed.

Another mind orbits Dorian’s spirit, hunts for threads of power that lead elsewhere, threads that might indicate the presence of another, of a second Dorian who has activated...protocols.  Commands so similar to what Berd, himself, implanted within Cyan so very, very long ago.  Behind it hovers a fifth structure, the equivalent of a spiritual missle-boat, prepared armaments ready to be locked and fired back along any trace of psychic contact.

A sixth hydra-head flits ‘between’ Dorian and Drusilla’s psyches, and a mirror-bright aegis leaps into place to reflect her own psyche back toward infinity.  Another throws a clouded shield around the bridging to hide it from view.

More still take up neutral positions, prepared to defend, to sense, or to switch to back up the primary assault constructs at a moment’s notice.

The final mind rises above the others and burns like an aetheric sun.  HOLD.  STAY YOUR HAND, DRUSILLA OF SAMHAIN.

This message had punctuation tweaked by the player at 22:41, Fri 26 May 2006.



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Bloody hell  James flounders through a moment's indecision, unable to determine whether Dorian's words are in response to a legitimate threat or constitute the threat itself.

Caught flat-footed, James dilemma is resolved by Berd's response.  Tempting as it is to stop and gawk at the sheer array of powers manifested by Berd, James moves quickly now.  His intention, aligned with Berd's instructions, is to swiftly incapacitate Dorian.

His first plan is a punch beneath Dorian's ribs, up into the diaphragm to wind the sorceror, followed by a sleeper hold.  He is, in fact, in the process of punching when he remembers clone Dorian's explanation of the powers of Dorian's various possessions.  James pulls the punch and instead moves to grapple for the staff and, if possible, the compass.

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At Dorian's command, Meredith retreats a few paces, seeking to remove herself from Dorian and the conflict. Then James throws himself into the fray. There is little she can do at the moment and so she delves into the bridging and opens her mind to Berd, giving him complete and full access to her mind and power, to use as he sees fit.

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"That was almost like the Dorian of old, but lacking in the subtlety I have come to expect of him."



"Worry not.  I realise that this was his doing, and not your own.  My questioning revealed that you trusted him, and I noted that you were all surprised by his actions.  I have added my own strength to aid you in holding him.  He will not escape."



"I am still prepared to aid you.  These enemies you speak of threaten my own domain too.  I can turn my resources to helping you.  All I ask in return is that you do your utmost to protect this world."

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James moves to disable Dorian physically.  Meredith's surprising strength is added to Berd's own multi-pronged assault.  Drusilla finalizes the clampdown, and Dorian is quickly rendered helpless.*

Berd breathes a sigh of relief when Drusilla announces she has no intention of destroying them...OR Dorian.  One of the hydra-minds continues to observe her actions, carefully ensuring that she does not implant suggestions, or damage the man.

The drake suspects...interference.  Of one form or another.  Should Drusilla attempt anything untoward, he will defend.

Our goal, Drusilla, is to ensure that all worlds are protected.  I will not sacrifice this world to aid another.  Nor will I sacrifice another world to aid this one.  I can promise to aid as best I can, and will.  You have that with or without any exchange of information.

I hope that you will assist us regardless.


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Dorian slumped, looking defeated. His regal bearing seemed to shrink several inches, and his shoulders fell forward with a slight shudder. It was over. It was a horrible, nasty affair, anyway. He felt relieved and crushed.

"I don't blame you, Berd, James, Meredith," he says softly. "I don't expect you to understand, but I had to do it. I almost fell for her wiles, as well. I tried to warn you before we came here, Berd, of her trickery. I guess I should have been more diligent. It was only in remembering all of her deceptions in the past that I managed to pull away from the flame, as it were. She has not changed in all this time." He sighed.

At the same time he felt understanding for the ancient one, he felt rage at the betrayal. He who he had brought for support both mental and physical had become a pawn of her evil at the last moment. How many times had that happened? How many times had generals, advisors and friends all betrayed him at her whim? He should have known, and yet he expected more strength from Berd in this. Berd knew the danger she posed. He had warned Berd that nothing would be as it seemed here. He had used the strongest language possible to that end, he had thought. Trust was a terrible thing to expect, even from those who had proven to be the strongest of allies and friends.

Yet, he could not blame the drake. He himself had almost given in to her ruse, the cold observer interested only in studying. Lies!

Had Berd merely refused to help, hesitated, he could have let that go; but the drake had openly opposed him. Dorian would walk away from them all now, knowing he could no longer trust his own friends to do what was necessary, save only the Berd had stepped between and attempted to stop them both.

Perhaps, in the end, he owed some of his success to Berd, after all. Perhaps his efforts restrained her so that his spell worked far more than he imagined. What was only meant to slow her had done so much more.

He had done what needed to be done. He always did. Even in victory, he felt defeated. He had done what he never wanted to do, to save the universe from her terror.

"It is over," he breathes. "Drusilla's ghastly reign has ended once and for all. Samhain will have to survive without her. No doubt, within days a new dictator will emerge as terrible as any before- yet not as dangerous to the universe as a whole. I would never set myself up to be the protector of the universe, or even the constable of it, but in this, I felt some responsibility. I had to do it. It is over; Drusilla is dead, and I take no victory or comfort in that fact. It was merely a dirty task that needed to be done."

He didn't know what would happen now. So much had changed. Cyan had died; Berd had betrayed him. Even James had moved to oppose him. He expected no less of Meredith; she'd proven treacherous from the beginning.

Worst of all, they would never know how right he was in this matter. They would never know the fate that he had saved them from. They would think he some sort of monster that murdered out of revenge and hate.

It was nothing like that. It was what needed to be done.

He slumped even further. Now what?

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Meredith shifts uncomfortably at Dorian's reaction to being thwarted. She glances up, taking in the scene of Dorian and James, with Drusilla watching over them, the cables cleared of her body. She withdraws her strength from the merged powers of Berd and Drusilla and her shoulders shake from the fear. Now that Drusilla had felt it, would she covet it as well?

Meredith lowers her gaze before the frown tugs down the corners of her mouth. Words, feelings, and opinions boil beneath her breast, but she is unsure of who to trust, who to reach out to. James is occupied and deep down the lesson of the mountain eroded away and she feared his departure, she was unsure of Dorian and Drusilla's intentions, and Berd... well, she needed to fully understand what she learned from Luke before crossing that bridge.

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"I will assist you, yes." Drusilla replies to Berd, though her gaze does not leave Dorian, "That was always my intent.  You do, after all face forces who threaten me as much as anybody else.  I would be stupid not to assist you in this, and even Dorian never used that word to described me."

"As for Dorian... don't worry.  He is not harmed.  I am feeding him a pleasant little fantasy, one which should lead to a little more happiness for him from now on.  He will be able to continue with his life, content in the knowledge that I am dead, and I will be able to continue with mine, assured that he will not try to kill me if he knows I am already dead."


Her tone shifts, becoming more businesslike, "As a show of good faith, I will help you first.  What would you have of me?"

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I would have you remove the fantasy from Dorian's mind, Berd stated quietly.  He ignores Dorian's rambling over the bridging, feeling the man's sorrow and despair most keenly, but unable to do anything about it so long as the man was trapped within his vision.

I believe he was forced to attack you through programming by the other Dorian.  He seemed most receptive to the idea of assisting you beforehand.  If he strikes at you again, I will subdue him.  But I will not countenance one of my associates, one of my friends, being controlled in such a manner.

I lost my taste for such things years ago, and recent events have only deepened my dislike for them.

If you do this, then we can discuss assisting each other.  But not until.


Meredith pulls away and Berd loses strength; that disturbs him, for he does not know her reasons and the danger is not over.  But it matters not to his choice of actions.  A hydra-mind reaches out, sinks iron hooks into the reality around the group.  Defenses are fully online, and offensive capabilities have not been shut down.  Berd is not creating trouble, but he is well-prepared should it find him.

Simultaneously, he continues to build defenses around Dorian's psyche, now preparing to block any attempts at permenent manipulation.

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James took Dorian's staff and compass from hands that offered little resistance not that the sorceror's powerful mind had been effectively neutered.  He removes his own pack and stows them carefully along with those of Cyan's belongings that were now in his safekeeping.

Standing once more, he takes a step back.  Drusilla's explanation at least clarified Dorian's perplexing assertion that she was dead, but James was still uncertain as to what would happen next.  He had learnt at high price the extent of Dorian's deviousness and didn't see the harm in a pacifying fantasy - as long as it was temporary, but he understood Berd's antipathy and stayed silent.

For that matter, he still wasn't entirely sure that he trusted Drusilla.  Her apparent powers of surveillance could be very useful, but it was clear she was a master manipulator who looked to her own future.  What would happen should their interests diverge?

All-in-all, James would happily have been somewhere else.

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They were talking nonsense. Dorian hardly paid them any attention, as he leaned on his gnarled staff*. No doubt they were still confused. His attack was sudden, as it had meant to be. He shrugged. They would catch up in time.

He strode forward several steps, surveying the damage. It seemed so much more vast than what he planned. The magnetic storm he opened up was mean to slow the machinery and dampen her power. He hadn't thought it capable of such outright destruction.

*In his mind.

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There is a long silence, complete stillness save only for Dorian's occasional words and, somewhere, a sound like the ticking of a great clock...

And then, "Very well.  I will release him from the thrall I have placed upon him.  But do not take this as any guarantee that I will not use similar methods should he choose to strike at me again.  I have tested him today, and found him wanting, despite his protestations of having learned.  I could have killed him, far more easily, but I chose to divert his attention instead.  Consider that a demonstration of my good will."

"There, it is done.  In moments he will return to reality, as gently as I am able to arrange it."




Drusilla sighs, as Dorian's expression slides through varying degrees of confusion and disbelief, "It seems that he still hasn't forgiven me for what, as it turns out, was a considerably less advantageous move than I had anticipated.  Or rather, I suppose, it was advantageous, but not in the way I had imagined.  I think we both believed that the machinery would be a weapon and, who knows, in his hands it might have become one."

"With my own interests, it became a tool for espionage."

"Well then, what would you have of me?  Where should I turn my gaze?"


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James and Meredith are silent.  Dorian is caught in a trap of programmed hate and fantasy.  Berd would have wished the circumstance to be anything but these.  He is far, far past the time in his life when making decisions comes easily.  That was Cyan's side of things - she loved to choose, to leap upon an idea while Berd, amused, loftily observed the world flash by from her shoulder.

He hadn't made her to be that way - it was Cyan, pure and simple, much as many things about her were her own.

But him...he had entered his 'retirement' years ago.  Centuries ago.  Specifically, far longer than he could count (though there had been a time when he could count that high, could compute pi perfectly).  Then they had roused him (...the Fields, he thought.  Whatever the Fields were...), and like a cantankerous old man in his dotage who found he no longer was what he had been, he had lashed out.  Then things had become even more confusing.

Which led him, years ago, to create Cyan.  And then to here, now.

Oh, he could react to situations well enough, with swift action and cunning ploys.  But coming up with a campaign...Berd had never been interested establishing beachheads (his 'war' with Luke had been proof of that).  Aaron kept them moving, kept coming up with ideas that the rest of them refined.  Sometimes they disagreed, but that led them to a different place.  Not around in a circle, as Berd's mind currently ran.

Dorian.  Drusilla has spared your life, despite your attempt upon her.  Consider that before you attempt again, and consider that I stand ready to halt any hostilities...from either direction.

Why did you attack her?


Three or four hydra-minds considered the problem, bouncing it back and forth and coming to no clear conclusion.  Berd sighed.  Perhaps he needed to find a fresh perspective.

Here is the current situation, Drusilla.  A 'map' of the myriad worlds grows in the minds of those still open to such things.  On one end, Chaos.  On the other, Amber.  Between, the infinite stars of the myriad worlds, a stretched ellipse.  A line of jagged breaks appears between the two poles, still unfinished.  Information is 'downloaded' to Drusilla at an appalling rate as Berd gives her a quick synopsis of what they have learned about the Archons to date, as well as their plans.

They mean to destroy all.  To unmake this universe, I think, using the Broken God to assist.  There is no bargaining with them - they only seek our destruction.

Your thoughts?  And...might you be able to find one of them, by chance?


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Dorian scowls at a moment of discontinuity, as things rearrange themselves. It makes sense given the incongruity of the vision, the absolute destructive success of a spell expected to only slow and mute. His scowl deepens as the pieces fit together.

"Why do you think I would attack her, again, Berd? I had thought from our past conversations that you knew something of me, but I see that is more wrong than I could have imagined."

He looks at James, his staff and compass. He thought James knew something of him, too. He no longer needed those tools. He'd been wise in not revealing to the group his most important artifact, or James would have taken that, too.

"I am even more stunned that you ask me why I attack her, Berd. The reasons are exactly as we have discussed before beginning our journey here; nothing has changed, except your folly in believing her guile. I guess the error was mine, as well. I though I knew you to be more cunning than this. I worried in bringing James and Meredith here, that they might fall into her trap- not you. I thought that warning you nothing would be as it seemed would be enough, that in your wisdom, you'd be more wary."

He shrugs, and then turns to Drusilla. "So you win again, and again by stealing my own assets. I planned to come here alone and avoid such treachery this time."

He turns his back to them all again, and begins to walk away pulling his cloak against his thin body. "So, that's it. We lose due to my miscalculation. All the lessons I learned along this journey were of friendship and trust, and those were the very things that betrayed me. Since we have already lost the war, I will take my leave and prepare for the end. Unless, I am a prisoner."

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Dorian's words hit Meredith with the force of a physical blow. Is this what she was to be? Freed from the chains of servitude only to be crippled by the fear of their return? This is not what she wanted. This is not how she was supposed to be. Images, words, and feelings begin to click in Meredith's head, coming together like the pieces of a puzzle. Drusilla contacting each of them individually and seperating them from Dorian, Drusilla's choice of words when explaining her motive, James's distraction as he too conversed with the Queen. Drusilla had used Meredith's fear to cow her into inaction. Subtle insinuations that she would return to serving, even though it was a path Meredith freely chose now. And that in itself bothered Meredith, that she was choosing to be a spectator to her own life.

Meredith looks up with a frown. Her gaze flicks from Dorian to James, and settles on James. Tears well in her eyes as sorrow sinks her heart. This was going to be so hard! But she knows what she has to do. She has not forgotten the glimpse into a man who was not Yoli, but a twisted Lorne. A man who is suffering. A man who needs a friend. A man who would not be given up on.

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"All the lessons you have learned, Dorian?" the voice, whispering through the shadows of the chamber, sounds sad, as if an eternity of loss and grief were weighing the speaker down.

"It seem to me you have learned very little.  Who struck first, Dorian?  I fought only to defend myself.  I questioned your allies for no other reason than to assure myself that you could be trusted.  I had determined that this group, those who know you best these days, trusted you and did not suspect treachery on your part."

"I concluded that I had spoken harshly upon your arrival, and that you had perhaps changed.  And in that moment, you struck.  It seems that they, and I, were wrong about you.  If you wish to leave then do so.  I will not stop you.  I have been shown that there are things which are more dangerous to me than your own spite."

"I choose now to direct my attention to those matters."


There is a shifting of shadows, a sensation of her gaze turning outwards, looking elsewhere...

"Tell me specifically what you seek.  Is it a known individual?  A place?  Or simply the nearest enemy?"

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"Of course, Drusilla," Dorian says with a somber nod. "It's perfectly reasonable and logical, flawless. Only a fool wouldn't trust you; but that's how it always is with you. You still seem to think my actions are driven by hatered or revenge. Had you not been aware of the Vhuul and the Underflow, had you not revealed your awareness, I was prepared to leave this place and you. I was about to leave and go see this Warrior that Aaron spoke of, but you presented a danger that Berd and I agreed could not be ignored.

"No, you don't know my lessons, Drusilla. Even had you watched me every step of the way, you woulnd't know what I've been through. Among those lessons, there is a time to stop operating by logic and reason, and listen to the heart. That trust is earned not with well-constructed arguments, but with action. Trust is given before it is earned. I could have trusted you, I was willing to think you had changed, you know that Berd and I discussed it- both here and long before arriving. Our intent was to destroy you, but I arrived to test and explore- sadly, in your words I saw maneuvers and calculation, weights and measures. I almost gave in, myself, until I went back over the words carefully and saw the little things. It is you that did not change.

"Don't worry, you won't convince me of anything with words. And I won't bother trying to sway these, your new pawns, with mine. I can't calculate sincerity the way you can. They will simply have to learn in time, as I did.

"I imagine you'll help them in every way they ask and gain their trust. Then, once the Archons are dealt with, things will seem safe for a time, but slowly and innocuously, you'll be making your moves. No- they'll have already started from the beginning, but not the big ones. Sadly, no one else will see it until too late."


If it didn't go well, she'd make a deal with the Archons for her own self-preservation.

Turning slightly towards Berd's direction, but not even looking at the drake, he adds. "There are only two pieces on her board. The Queen and the pawns."

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"Dorian, you say that trust is earned by action not by argument.  Fair enough, then you should have left me behind."

"Your original broke trust by acting unilaterally and attacking the Archon birthworld.  Here, you once again decide there is some threat and attack.  Maybe I missed some subtlety of the conversation, I don't have your history with Drusilla, but I don't see a threat.  In those circumstances, I'm always going to defend."

"Maybe she'll betray us and we've sealed our own fate, but so far she's seemed every bit as trustworthy as you.  You say there are two types of pieces on her board, one Queen and many pawns.  If you know chess, then you know that in that game the pawns will win - if they work together."
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"I did what I came here to do, James. You are the ones who shot off on your own, as you say. There is no room for you to claim surprise in my actions. But, none of that matters, she has won and nothing can be changed now. There is no point in discussing the matter further."

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Dorian admitted that it wasn't even worth the effort of opening his own mouth to respond to James. They wouldn't see it. It had indeed been his folly thinking they would trust him to have good reasons for something. More precisely, the folly had been thinking they saw him differently than Dorian. Perhaps they wanted to, but when it came down to a decision, they saw him as his creator. They expected him to act out of anger and revenge.

He knew of other things he could say, other arguments he could make and things he could draw their attention to. They wouldn't be ironclad arguments, perhaps, but they could help explain to them his decision. He refused. He wouldn't get into a war of words with her. Beyond that, he wouldn't risk his friends lives. With the element of surprise gone, it was better they didn't risk an attack. In the end, it was best to just let them go along with Drusilla. Perhaps, when the time came that they could see her plans, which would be when it was almost too late, perhaps then they could mount another defense.

Perhaps, by then, they would learn to listen to him.

Turning his thoughts to other things, he saw now that he was much less diligent than Dorian would have been. Dorian was one to study and pry at every little thing, much like Drusilla he supposed, as it came along. That is how he discovered the Underflow at the roots of Yggdrasil, and had almost discovered it underneath Argus', too. He should have been searching and studying from the time he arrived, but he had trusted too much to words.

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Meredith pulls in a deep breath and averts her eyes from James when Drusilla speaks.



James and Dorian trade words and her heart aches. She had chosen her path and must continue down it, but that did not make things any easier for her.

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"My awareness of Vhuul and the Underflow?  I was unaware of either until recently.  I knew nothing of Vhuul until the actions of your own group released it.  As for the Underflow, logical study and careful observation had revealed to me that all things were connected.  I was unaware of the nature of that connection, though I was able to use it for my own purposes."

"So, if you come here and reveal these things to me, am I, somehow, to blame for now possessing this knowledge?  What would you have me do?  Stopper my ears when I am addressed?  Put out my eyes when I see something I do not recognise?  Clearly so, since I am also expected to stand by when I am attacked, and not attempt to defend myself."


From withinn the darkness there is a building pressure, and a sound like the rushing of the wind.  "Enough!  If you want to let past differences, petty as they are compared to the current situation, stand in the way of cooperation, then so be it.  Sadly, they are not even our differences.  Fortunately for the Universe at large, there are others with you who are able to see the benefit of working together."

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Berd stares at Dorian sadly as he 'discusses' his reasoning with the others.  He is blind.  He cannot see the truth, cannot seem to recall their discussion immediately before the attack.  Cannot see that he has done a complete 180 degree shift on his earlier viewpoint.

James argues logic, which Dorian denies.  Meredith stands silent - who knows what is passing through her head?  Drusilla profers information, and then her anger with Dorian, justified, comes to the fore, along with more logic that Dorian will simply ignore.

Dorian...something has been done to you.  Something by your twin.  Seconds before, you were prepared to help, prepared to accept that Drusilla was not what you thought her to be.  Hopless, but Berd sends a 'playback' of Dorian's decision to the man.  He has to try.

Hear what you said.

Snippets of memories, drawn from their discussion.

At this point, I believe that if she had any true interest in conquering the universe, she would have tried to do so already. She knows enough of the world beyond Samhain that she could have sought some way to break out, if she felt the need.

I don't think it will be necessary, Meredith. Despite my best judgement, I'm coming to trust her. Her reasoning is sound.

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James, Meredith, Berd, do not worry. If she were the power-mad despot I made her out to be, she wouldn't have let us come her unchallenged. I must apologize, there is a certain subtext to our conversation that might be a bit subtle. I had my doubts, I still do of course, but I feel we can trust her. Meredith her ability to see and study things far off is unparalleled in the universe. She would be a great ally against the Archons if she chose to help us.

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...as long as there is doubt, I cannot act against her. It would be a crime.

When I think of what must be done, I hear Cyan's voice in my head. She's telling me I can't take the risk.

Perhaps a test is in order, though I doubt we'll ever be able to know for certain. As you say, it may be a risk we have to accept.

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"Agreed," Dorian says, and he is sincere. He is glad...

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When I think of what must be done, I hear Cyan's voice in my head. She's telling me I can't take the risk.

When I think of what must be done, I hear Cyan's voice in my head. She's telling me I can't take the risk.

When I think of what must be done, I hear Cyan's voice in my head. She's telling me I can't take the risk.


If you will not listen to me, listen to yourself.  And if you doubt, allow me to assist you.

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"If I were manipulated in some way, then why would I acquiesce to such an invasion. Considering your allegiance to the dark queen and your string-tugging history, that is especially outrageous. Yes, there was a sudden shift in my attitude, and I should have explained that before the attack. It was merely to gain the element of surprise on Drusilla, whose scans on my mind were not so subtle- exactly the sort of behavior that lead to my decision. I made no such efforts against her, fearing losing her trust."

Some deceptions and ruses work a little too well. This was an example. The element of surprise he constructed had surprised the others so much that they thought some treachery to be the cause. He could not blame them for their betrayal; but it had still cost them dearly. Certainly, Drusilla would be an excellent ally against the Archons, but at a cost too great to consider.

"Again, with the twisting of truth Drusilla. As I said, I came here with the intent to destroy you, but open to the idea that it was not necessary. Knowledge of such things is plainly not your crime, and I never implied it. What brought us here is your history of conquering all within your sight. With that sight extended to the Myriad Worlds, it caused concern. My action was brought on by seeing you still operate the same as always. You will do the same with this knowledge as you have with anything else."

Dorian had not disguised his manipulations when the clone was created. He had only adjusted the clone's acceptance of his status as a clone and replacement. It bore consideration that a more subversive directive lie buried in such an understanding. Notably, Dorian had left absent any compulsion of loyalty. Dorian didn't trust anyone but himself, if even that. How many times had the original Dorian suspected himself of such inner manipulations?

"Perhaps, Berd, in seeing that I have not been manipulated by Dorian, you will understand that I act of my own free will and for just cause. Perhaps you will see that I am not the monster, Dorian, and I do not act out of jealousy or revenge."

He stands near Meredith. "But I will only consent to such invasion if Meredith will volunteer to be my safety net, to ensure you do not manipulate me in ways I would not want. In terms of manipulation, she is the only one I trust among you."

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For a long moment Berd seems almost bewildered, his psychic voice confused.  But...you...strings?

Then he gathers himself together, and stares back unblinkingly.  If such is your desire.  I will not force any probes upon you, Dorian.  I offer, on the hope that you, somewhere inside, feel it needful.  I do not demand.  The choice is, of course, yours.  Will you do so with Meredith as your 'safety'?  Or do you wish otherwise?

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Dorian smirked, though for far different reasons than an observer might guess. He was pleased that his jab had worked, though not for some sense of cruelty. It meant that Berd was still Berd. What disturbed him was how easily he'd slipped so far into the other Dorian's psyche.

Again, he felt a bit of disorientation. It caused him to wonder at how much of his personality was real. He had assumed that he proved to be a happier, nicer version of Dorian due to some flaw introduced by the Broken Pattern Dorian used. Perhaps it was more complicated than that. Perhaps Dorian was just below the surface. Perhaps his nicer, happier persona had been more choice than flaw. He didn't know.

He tugged his cloak closer about him, and folded his arms across his chest, scowling inwardly. He didn't know who he was, now. Which Dorian had he become? Which thoughts were his, and which thoughts were some construct of his mind impersonating Dorian, or were they all genuine and he was truly insane?

He looked out over Samhain from his point in the valley, studying the ragged snow-capped mountains that surrounded them. Drusilla lived her live in a bowl, it seemed. She could see so much, yet so little. The mountains seemed formed of stratified knives pressed tightly, with only a few jutting through the snow at the peaks. Farther down the snow gave way to gray-green grass that was stiff and sharp-edged. It was sharp enough to open numerous cuts if one ran through it bare-legged. Then finally, small clumps of stunted shrubs and rare leafy bursts of green tree.

He both loved and hated this place. "I wish I could die here," he whispered.

He turns slowly, the wind whipping his black cloak, causing it to flap and crack like the sail of a sleek, black ship. This time he faces Berd more fully. "Forgive the jab, friend." he mutters through his own reverie. "I wanted to know if you were still you, or if you were controlled by the Drusilla. But more than that- you are partially correct, though you guessed the source of the manipulation wrong- perhaps wrong. I can no longer tell. I am no longer sure who I am. In coming here, I needed to be Dorian. I believe it was due to my own folly- not some scheme of Dorian's. Dorian planned to come here to use Drusilla, not destroy her. He would not have attacked her. I can only guess why he chose not to arrive. Regardless, it was my own manipulation. Not realizing how fragile the flaw that makes me different from Dorian is, I made myself into Dorian by trying to isolate my negative emotions and memories of Drusilla. From there, I cannot be certain what is real or not. The last several minutes since I arrived are a fractured and layered thing; I can't tell which thoughts are my thoughts. I tried to do it in haste and I failed. It would have been child's play for Dorian, but I am not Dorian."

Drusilla's dream only made that worse. The last few minutes were dreams within dreams. He felt that same frustration he often felt in his dreams. The ones where he tried to read a mysterious parchment- always the same piece- but he cannot make out the words written there. He sees symbols that he should be able to read, but they don't make sense.

He sighed with resignation. "Perhaps that is where I need your help, Berd. I can't tell where Dorian ends and I begin anymore. Meredith may choose to help me if she so wishes. She doesn't need to. If my paranoid delusion is correct, all is lost anyway. It will matter little."

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Tension buids in the air, both around Dorian and around Drusilla.

"Dorian, I knew of the Myriad Worlds, as you name them, before you came here.  I have agents spread through most of the nearer ones, and I have never considered conquest of them.  There are too many of them, and too many dangers that I do not know."

"Samhain is all I am interested in, and I already have that."


In the gloom far behind her, vast dark shapes turn and shift, sliding into new configurations.

"Why would I... "

"Wait.  Berd, there are Archons at Nairans, one of those near worlds.  They were not there yesterday.  The capital city has already fallen."


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James' eyes are cold, his posture straight and stiff.  His distaste for this situation is readily apparent.




James shrugs slightly at the mention of the Archons.  "Of course they are.  The Archons must truly hate Dorian for what he did.  As soon as they became aware of Samhain an attack was inevitable.  I fear we may even have drawn their attention in releasing the Vhuul.  They can use the Underflow to see, much as you can."

"The presence of Dorian's clone is doubly damning.  The Archons keep copies of themselves in case of death.  I doubt they would draw any distinction between the Dorian who attacked and his clone."

"It may not be a question of whether we strengthen you in exchange for information, but how we can strengthen you to save this world.  The deciding factor may be whether the Archons have a sense of irony.  Will they stand off and destroy the very planet with magic as Dorian did, or will their anger demand a more personal satisfaction?"

"Berd, we may need to make a quick exit.  I'm sorry, Ma'am, you will need an absolute control over this reality to stand a chance of prevailing.  I do not doubt that their rage will pour over this place like a flood."


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Meredith looks up at Dorian when he mentions her serving as his safety net. Then she does something that she rarely does, which is smile. A small, friendly smile that brings forth some of the beauty that her attitude normally masks. She did not know how much Dorian's trust touched her until he vocalized it.



Her look turns thoughtful as she mulls over serving as a safety net, tryinig to decide if it would be easier for her to touch him and seek out any foreign presence that way when Drusilla, and then James speak.

Meredith looks at James her eyes taking in his stiffened posture and hard eyes. Her heart freezes in her chest. Oh what she would give to ensure that he would never look at her with such coldness! Only years of servitude keep any expression from her face, but a myriad of emotions flash in her eyes.



Meredith pauses for a moment and gets a hold of herself. She looks at Dorian and speaks aloud, echoing her earlier words to him I will stand with you and assist in any means necessary. I will serve as your safety net if that is what you prefer. she wanted to suggest touching him, as that may be quicker if the Archons presented a time constraint, but she cannot get the words out. The first step was allowing these thoughts to even take root, sharing them was something she was still working on, trusted or not it was not a timely process.

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"Before you talk of plots and retaliations... with the information Berd has given me, it becomes apparant that Nairans lies close to the pattern of destruction that was already being extended through the worlds.  It is possible that they are, as yet unaware of Samhain, and of its tenuous connection to the original Dorian's attack."

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You chose a poor way of seeking my assistance, friend.  Berd's inner voice is hard with tightly leashed anger.  Nevertheless, what you have done is not unforgivable.  By me, he states, pointedly.

There is no softening of his voice, but perhaps the coldness abates.  And I will assist you.  I would not turn you aside, Dorian.

But then Drusilla gives them her first piece of information, and it is not at all welcome news.  Meredith proclaims her desire to assist Dorian, while a coldly disgusted James offers Drusilla sound advice.  Berd cannot help but wonder what goes through the veteran's head - what has triggered this rush of revulsion?  James, in many ways, remains an enigma.  Like granite, his outer shell is open for all to see, but within it might contain threads of gold, iron, or lead, and one might never know.

It is a mystery deserving thought, yet there is no time for such.  He can only hope the feelings he sees are not entirely directed at himself.

Then again, in a few minutes it may not matter any more.  A slow rage begins to boil under Berd's placid surface.  Tense from the confrontation, angered by Dorian's prodding, Berd has now found an outlet for his emotions, these recent ones and other, older feelings.

The Seraphim are beings of childlike desires, James, were children psycopathic monsters.  They wish to cut.  To kill.  To feel the enemy die under their blades, to burn them with their own forces.  They take a savage amusement in such things, and hunger for the experiences.

Guard yourself, Drusilla.  Seal your other worlds off from this one.  Prepare your defenses.  It may now be time for you to come out of the shadows, here.  James is correct regarding his assessment of their powers and perceptions, and may yet be correct regarding their presence.

James...I understand the need to escape.  I trust you will bring the others to safety - you have the power and the cunning to do so in such a way you cannot be easily followed by the Seraphim.  I fear I cannot give you the exit you need.  There is no time.  While I cannot liberate every world upon which the archons fall, neither can I walk past this in puruit of a greater goal.


With a snap of his wings, the drake rises into flight; as he does, the air around him wavers, as if in a heat haze.  Berd does not yet touch the Underflow - he does not wish to alert the nearby archons to the presence of this World.

Dorian, we shall have to speak of this another time, I fear.  I wish to help you, truly.  Should I return, I will...my friend.  But I said as much to Drusilla before - I will not leave that world to fall.  I go now, alone if need be.  If you search for a reason, then tactically speaking it is a wise decision - we require Drusilla's information.  If that World falls, they may trace to this one.

But tactics have nothing to do with Berd's decision.  The desire to protect, to rescue the Nairans layers a foundation, and his emotions build upon it.  The grief is overpowering, but heartbeat after heartbeat the fury rises to match it.

(Cyanfriend/daughter) {burnedaway/die/soullost} in (despair/agony/mindblind), {broken/shattered} by I/Berd, but {fallen/rent slain in battle with you, Seraphim.  Did you think there would be no retribution?

I will pay for what I have done.  But I will not pay alone.


Berd's eyes are fountains of light and his shadow falls long and black upon the ground.  When he speaks, it is in the voices of the hydra, but all-as-one.

NOW IT IS TIME FOR DEBTS TO BE CALLED DUE.

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"As I said, Berd. It is more than that."

He remembered Nairans. He thought he- or Dorian- had been there, once. It was so long ago, it hardly mattered. The proximity to Samhain did matter to him, though. Samhain mattered a lot, and yet he was torn. The proximity of the Archon invasion, if only a natural progression of their campaign, meant that Drusilla would soon be within their sights. They would not ignore such a power. That gave him hope, for he still distrusted her completely. Still, he couldn't let Samhain fall, even if it meant Drusilla's fall along with it. How could they stand against an Archon invasion?

"Berd, consider this carefully. If Narains' capital has already fallen, then the Archons are many legions. What can you realistically do against them? I mean no insult this time- I only ask you to act with wisdom."

He gestured towards Drusilla. It would kill him to say it. "Drusilla, on the other hand, can see many things at once and command legions effectively. Samhain has powerful forces. Given greater strength, she could do so across many worlds; she could mount an effective defense against the Archons for some time to come."

He ground his teeth against what he was about to say. She would enslave them all, in the end. But if the Archon's won, what did it matter? They were doomed on either hand. And if that were the case, he would side with Samhain. "I know what she'll do to us in the end, but it's no worse than what the Archon's will do. When it comes to saving Samhain... well, Samhain must be saved. The Archons will be here eventually.... If we want to do what is best, I say we ask Drusilla how we can best assist her."

Though he said the words, he glowered at her as he said them. He could learn that she was behind the Archons invasion and not be surprised.

He had almost gone as far as offering to do what he began to do, unsure if Berd had done so, yet. But he wouldn't. He wouldn't upgrade her. Let Berd think of it and do it.

Though he had recommended asking her how they could help, he couldn't bring himself to do it. He would simply follow Berd in whatever action he chose.

"In any event, I fight for Samhain- even if that means fighting for the Dark Queen in the process."

It was another victory for her. He hated her more for it.

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WELL AND GOOD, DORIAN.  I AM GRATIFIED BY YOUR CHOICE...VERY MUCH SO.

BUT IT WILL TAKE TIME TO SUMMON THE NECESSARY FORCES CAPABLE OF STANDING AGAINST THE ARCHONS.  TIME THAT MANY NAIRANS DO NOT HAVE.
  Berd's voice is a howling wind, now, a chorus of battlecries forming words, concepts.  There is an image for an instant, that of a sea of shining beings raising swords of flame.  I ACT NOW.  I MAY BE ABLE TO HOLD THEM, OR PERHAPS....

I PUSHED MYSELF TO MY UTMOST, TIME PAST.  WITH JACK, CYAN, AND KIA, I LIBERATED A WORLD.  IT NEARLY SLEW ME OUTRIGHT.  I AM FAR MORE NOW THAN I WAS THEN.  I ONLY LACK CYAN'S STRATEGIC AND TACTICAL ASSISTANCE...I WILL HAVE TO MAKE DO.

I WILL BUY DRUSILLA THE TIME SHE NEEDS TO SAVE THE PEOPLE, THE WORLD, AND THESE WORLDS CONNECTED TO IT.  IF I FALL, I KNOW THE QUEST LIES IN GOOD HANDS.  AS CYAN ONCE SAID, WE ARE NOT THE ONLY HOPE OF THE UNIVERSE.

RIGHT NOW, POSSIBLE WE MAY BE THE ONLY HOPE OF THE NARIANS.


His sun-bright gaze falls on Meredith, then James.  THE QUEST HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN GOOD HANDS.

DRUSILLA - PREPARE YOUR DEFENSES AS BEST YOU MIGHT, AND IF YOU HAVE FORCES YOU WISH TO COMMIT TO THE LIBERATION OF NARIA, DO SO.


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James regains his composure, now that it is clear a decision needs to be made.  "Don't count on it, Your Majesty.  My guess is that they know of Samhain.  Even if they don't, they soon will."

"In a way, I'm glad.  Don't get me wrong, I grieve for the people of Nairans and I will grieve for the fallen of Samhain in due course, but Berd told me something of the power you wield here.  With his help you may succeed in defending this world.  If I were to choose my ground for the fight, this would be it."

"But I won't stay.  The assault here will draw their attention, maybe enough for some of us to slip back under the radar.  It's the best chance we have to find an overall solution."
  To undo the damage that Dorian's defection wrought.

"I don't know whether it is wise for Dorian to stay, given the mistrust, but I understand that this is home in a fashion.  I would stay, too, in the circumstances."



"I intend to check on Aaron, Chance and Luke.  After that, I'll head for Amber, as I suggested.  I'd be obliged, Your Majesty, if you would provide a mount, preferably one that can cope with rapid changes in environment."

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Berd awaits the decisions of the others....

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"A mount will be easy enough.  I still find use for mounted messengers from time to time.  I can see far enough, and speak over those distances, but sometimes things must be carried to or from my hand, for closer examination.  I can arrange for a horse, if that will suffice?  I have a breed here which is difficult to unnerve."

An image, like the one that Drusilla had previously used to display whole worlds, shimmers into life, vast and slightly distorted by smoke and flame.  A walled city, perched on a cliff's edge above a river bend.  There are ships below the city, sails furled, at anchor.  Some of them are burning.

On the plains around ths city an army is camped, and much of the city is in flames.  The stone of the walls flows like water in places, glowing white hot, and wheels of flame loop and dance through the sky, raining fire upon the structures below.

Archons.  Luckily only a few of them.  Perhaps a dozen or so.

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Meredith looks up to James, and then to Dorian. Her gaze settles to a undefined point between them as she mulls over the decision in front of her. Time was of the essence with the Archons already conquering the capital city. The sight of the battle sends a shiver of fear through her. She was not a fighter, and while her strength could be used to assist Berd, Dorian, and Drusilla, she would also be a liability. The repercussions of the undead attack were a constant reminder that she could not fight. Even now the accursed glove whispered its poison in the back of her mind, encompassing her into an unending reel of the heresy...

Meredith blinks stupidly and shakes her head. She would not succumb to the call now. With effort she focuses.

Similarly she could go with James, but again she would be a liability to him, but also able to assist him. His strength was physical, and she complemented that better than the sorcerous Dorian, Berd, and Drusilla. Berd hinted that she should accompany James, but she had chosen to throw her lot in and stand with Dorian. No matter how badly she wanted to go with James, she could not forsake that commitment, and so she does what makes sense to her and defers the decision to someone else.



Dorian, I stand with you in this endeavor. I shall go and assist where you see fit she bows her head to him out of habit.

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An orb of light flickers into view, dropping to the floor and rolling to James' feet, where it proceeds to describe a small circle before him.

"When you are ready, James, the familiar will lead you to the stables.  I have informed Godfrey, the stablemaster, of your needs.  There will be a horse waiting for you upon your arrival."

Drusilla's face drops into blankness for a moment, and her lips move in an inaudible whisper.  Then she snaps back into focus...  "I have mobilized my own forces for the protection of Samhain.  I may not be as powerful as some of my enemies, but I have the advantage that this is my realm, I know it well, and I am jealously protective of it.  If the Archons come to Samhain, I have magics at my disposal which will give them pause.  I will not destroy a world, as the other Dorian did, and, in particular, I will not destroy this world, but I can make it... very unpleasant for their kind.  I may become more of a difficulty than Samhain is worth to them."



In the air above Drusilla, Archons swoop low across the city, the heat of their passing leaving furrows of molten stone in their wake.  Buildings explode around them as heated air expands and shatters the walls, and tornadoes of flame spring up where their will dictates.

"I will not permit this to happen to Samhain, even if stopping it costs me all else.  Samhain will not fall while I stand, this I swear, Dorian."

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Dorian was again looking into the distance, seeming to hear the others only barely. He was grateful for the interruption, in a way. It would keep Berd from tampering with his mind. Though he was confused, and saw that he'd altered his own psyche in ways he never intended, he still didn't like that way they had all turned on him, to side with the dark queen.

Berd was in a rage, and he didn't quite understand why. This wasn't his home. This was just another attack of the Archons, whether through surveillance or accident. To Berd, it should be no different from any other attack of the Archons.

James was leaving, running from a good fight. It wasn't his home, either, but it surprised him to hear James leave. He only hoped the man remembered they suspected a traitor in Amber, at one time. That may still be true, but with all that had happened, it was so hard to tell, anymore. James still linked he and Dorian too closely together, he'd rather have the man away from them so he didn't need to worry about being stabbed in the back, anyway.

Meredith was being herself, not making a decision. Fine, he thought. Keep her close; keep an eye on her. He was grateful for what she had said. He was grateful to have some support, some validation. Any direction he turned lately, he saw enemies. She, who had been the most enemy in the past, now offered her support. All things were reversing.

Drusilla was already massing her army. He doubted she needed much time to mobilize. Perhaps Berd yet underestimated her reach and efficiency. He suspected Berd had other motives behind his rage. Perhaps, Cyan was at the heart of it. That would make sense. Dorian still felt pain and anger at her loss, though he felt somewhat more distanced through the flaw introduced by the Broken Pattern. Berd lacked such a convenient device, and still felt the loss.

He sighed, then. So much had happened since she left. Indeed, what would she say, now? He had said she would condemn him for attacking the queen. He had said if there was doubt, he could not. Yet, in his own desperate attempt to fortify himself against manipulation, he had reversed himself. He had become the old Dorian, the one capable of destroying a world in a fit of anger. He had feared that Dorian so much that he had to betray himself, go against his basic nature, to do so. How had he managed to go so far, in so short a time, to betray everything he had believed?

He wished he could go back and erase it all. He wished he'd never mentioned Samhain to the others. They would have left the Vhuul alone. They would have remained blissfully ignorant of Drusilla's progress. He would have felt no responsibility for her actions. Why? Why feel responsible? He wasn't even Dorian, who first theorized about the machine. He wasn't the constable of the universe, the one who decided who was too powerful, who took away the weapons of the bullies. He had felt that in this he was responsible, and in doing so, he defied his own friends and his own nature.

The Archons were at his doorstep, now. Poised to poor into Samhain and wreck her beautiful landscape, her cities of perfect symmetry, her people of great power and cunning. Basalt towers and mountains alike would melt under their heat, just as in the images Drusilla had displayed.

Could he trust Drusilla? Perhaps, this warning was nothing more than a trap, a diversion, set to capture them at a safe distance from her physical body. After all, she had just cause to suspect Dorian. He had attacked her.

He couldn't, no matter what else, just stand and let Samhain suffer attack. He knew Drusilla was capable of defending the world, but he would not stand aside and let her do it alone. If it was some kind of trap, he would have to deal with that as well.

The problem was he couldn't see himself going into battle at Berd's side, or as Drusilla's agent. Even Meredith, though the only source of support, could not be entirely trusted. He trusted her more than any other, but she had reminded him of why he didn't trust her in the first place.

He had to think more like Dorian, less like himself.

The answer was obvious.

"Meredith," he said finally. "Go with Berd. I will go alone to defend this place. I trust none of you enough to stand by my side."

He had decided that Drusilla was unstoppable. She knew enough now to empower herself with full access to the Myriad Worlds. If Berd had not already done so, she would do it herself. Sadly, there was advantage in it. He would simply have to destroy her later.

To Drusilla, he said, "I believe you, Drusilla. Though I do not trust you, I will work with you in this endeavor. If Berd has not already empowered you, as I originally suggested, I will do so now to see Samhain survive. I'll just have to deal with your plotting later, when I know my home is safe. I'll return with a host of Dorian's if I must." He smiled wryly at the feeble humor, knowing he'd never attempt such an absurd tactic. Dorian was too fragile a psyche to safely copy. He saw that now. It would take little for one of them to betray the plot and make thigns worse.

"James, may I have my belongings back? Or do I need to make new ones?"

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Berd listens in silence, his hydra-mind deeply occupied, only one paying attention to the drama played out around him.  One is sufficient, though.  He sees.  He hears.  Everything.

And it is over.  Finally.  All of it.  The company has shattered...again.

VERY WELL, DORIAN.  DRUSILLA HAS BEEN SUFFICIENTLY ENHANCED TO SOLIDIFY HER FURTHER, AND I AM RATHER CERTAIN SHE IS CAPABLE OF TAKING THE NEXT STEP HERSELF.

SHOULD YOU EVER WISH TO TEST THE VERACITY OF MY WORDS, OF MY CLAIM TO FRIENDSHIP, YOU NEED BUT INFORM ME.

JAMES.  SAFE JOURNEY.  I HOPE TO CROSS YOUR PATH AGAIN, SOMEDAY.

MEREDITH...WITH JAMES, OR MYSELF.  I HAVE QUESTIONS I BELIEVE ONLY YOU CAN ANSWER, BUT NO DOUBT JAMES WOULD BENEFIT FROM YOUR ASSISTANCE.  YOUR DECISION?


Once Meredith makes her decision, Berd wastes no more time.  People are dying, here and now, with every second that passes.  And each second puts millions more at risk.  There is no fanfare, no flash of light.  Berd merely fades from view.  If Meredith's decision is to include herself, then she also vanishes.

The Underflow is quiet, and Berd chooses to keep it that way.  He does not wish to draw attention back to Samhain - the longer Drusilla and Dorian have, the better.  Instead, he slides silently through the river of life, his speed shocking, his spirit (and that of any companions) cloaked by his power.

And now, in a very short time, he nears his goal.  Dorian's words still burn in his heart, adding pain to the furnace of his wrath.  Now he begins to
draw from the vast flow about him, and his spirit expands, power forming a bow-wave in the shining river.  Massive shadowy forms hover in the elementary fluid, and they skitter away like pigeons before the hawk.  Berd ignores them, focuses instead upon the world ahead.

He searches with one mind, hunting for traces of Archons 'in orbit', prepared to spring a trap.  His strategy remains the same, though - the best way to deal with a trap is to spring it
prepared.  Another mind reaches ahead, and another, taking up the reins of power in glittering bauble now visible as he rises from the Underflow, through the Void toward his goal.  Like Leviathan, from the depths of the ocean.

Arcane fields of spiritual energy link him to the Underflow now, and Berd draws further strength as he streaks toward the world, a blazing comet in the darkness of the Void.  The brilliant globe beckons...and he hits it like a falling star.


The sky warps and twists all out of proportion with the tiny black dot that materializes high above the city.  Clouds of smoke burst away as though shunted aside by a globe a half-mile in diameter.  Perhaps they are.  Berd hangs on high for a long moment, his eyes burning like novas.

LOOK TO THE SKY, ARCHONS.  I AWAIT.

And it begins.

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Meredith nods to Dorian and considers.



I will do as you wish and accompany Berd she says quietly, flipping up the hood of her cloak. It casts a shadown that hides her bruised and battered face from the others.

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It seems to James that everyone makes their decision in a moment, although he doesn't doubt that all three of his companions have given the matter careful consideration.  Similarly, there is no question that time is short, so James hurries through his goodbyes.

"A horse will be fine, Ma'am."  In truth, James, never much of a horseman, would struggle to master anything more exotic.



James doesn't bother answering Dorian's question, merely retrieving the compass and staff and returning them to the sorceror.  "You will need every scrap of energy to fight the Archons."  He pauses.  "I hope we will come to better understand each other in time." If we live that long.



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